i think spites a great motivator for me. like a week or two ago i saw some short mini comic or whatever that i heavily did not fw (spoiler it featured RAPE) and ive spent the last solid 20 minutes drafting a plot on my notes where instead of said mini comic happening its like a little slowburn love story or whatever between a weak but nonetheless determined guy at a gym trying to improve himself and a strong rude girl who begins to find the guys weakness "cute" for reasons she cant quite understand herself. like the whole reason ive considered being a furry artist is me feeling spite for all of the wonders of the animal kingdom not getting enough love. i dont know why im even writing all of this (or the kanye fanfic) or even making plans when i can barely draw a straight line on paper, but one day all of my hopes and dreams and aspirations will bear their fruits to me and i will finally show the world to what extent my creativity reaches.