i genuinely believe that my brain has the ability to make connections out of nothing sorta like O5-12 in that one SCP-001 proposal. besides being able to link specific words to kanye songs based solely on lyrics, i learned how much more this extends. i found some guys character named "raiko amani" and realized that if you move just one "a" around, then it becomes "riko amanai" (aka that one girl from jjk that toji murked). i actually ended up messaging the creator on furaffinity wondering if it was just a coincidence, and it turns out it was, in fact, a coincidence.

im not sure if ive reached such a level of neurodivergence that the individual neurons in my brain are linked to each other like a spider web or if im just fucking stupid to the point where i hallucinate nonexistent connections, but either way im not sure if this is a good thing.